So much is popping up in my sphere to
talk about. Big DEEP things. You know?
First, I have a small bit of
conversation that relates to the New Moon/Eclipse in Scorpio (which
we are now past, btw). Someone said to me, “the permanence thing
makes me nervous.”
Yes, indeed, it should. That is why we
spend so much time discerning what it is we want, listing and
re-listing, editing and revising our intent and trying so hard to
match it up with our current life. And, it is a permanent thing, I
believe. Saturn does not cross these degrees for another 29 years.
Lots can change in 29 years so having your rudder set to your true
North is kind of a big deal.
BUT, the bigger deal here was, whatever
fears or “demons” have bubbled up during this time it is very
important to face them. What I responded back with to the above
statement was , “Don't let that stop you.” Facing your
fears/demons and being brave is very important.
Scorpio can bear a lot. They will hang
with people and in relationships until they cannot any longer. And,
when Scorpio decides to quit or amputate, it's done. When Scorpio
amputates something it might as well be wiped from the face of
existence. And, most of the time, if Scorpio has endured and endured
and endured to the point it can endure no longer then there is good
reason for the amputation. You know?
On the other hand, when Scorpio decides
to put it's head down and weather the storm and keep pushing forward
then it's in there for the long haul, for sure.
As far as our intentions, the
permanence of it can be scary. The depth of what we are looking at
can be ugly. But, Scorpio says, if you've made the decision to do
it...then don't let fear or opposition stop you. You've dug deeply
for this. Keep going. You may want to quit. You may shake in your
boots at the thought but do it anyway.
The second thing I want to bring up is
Karmic relationships. Encounters with relationships such as this are
occurring at a ridiculous rate right now. But, with good reason!
There is work to be done here! This can be the recurrent past love
zombie relationship that is popping back into your world right now,
in which there is unfinished business to take care of or whatever.
But, it can ALSO be a completely new
and very powerful relationship that is just now coming in to play.
Know that recognizing a relationship has Karmic is not the same thing
as finding your soul mate or twin flame or whatever else you may be
calling the “one.” These are relationships that hold key learning
experiences for each person involved.
That doesn't mean that the relationship
cannot evolve into something on a long term basis once the work to be
done is finished. That's entirely up to the individuals involved.
These are powerful connections so both people would have to be strong
and willing to face some tough lessons and grow together for that to
work. At the same time, they hold huge potential for mutual growth
and benefit if you can weather the storm. Deeper intimacy. Deeper
emotions. Stronger connections. Resiliency. “We've been through
hell and we aren't giving up on one another now”
But, it is NOT by any means easy. And
it is not all flowery and bubbly in that you will say, “Oh yippee,
I've found my soul mate and things couldn't be prettier if we were
farting strawberry scented bubbles out our asses.”
NO.
Sometimes it can be downright ugly and
painful.
I've said many times that my husband
and I don't have a romantic relationship. It's purely Plutonic. LOL.
And, it is. Our first year of marriage was..my god..we were JUST
talking about this last night. It was HARD! I said that to him and
all he could was look back at me with wide eyes and shake his head ,
“yes.” I laughed because it WAS! And sometimes STILL IS. But, we
stuck together and have grown together and though it's a miracle we
didn't kill each other, we've kind of come to the understanding that
“We've been through Hell and if we can make it through that...”
And, we have both put a lot of work into our relationship and the
strength of that bond is showing and continues to grow.
For me, I'm all focused on protection.
As much “ugly” as I see rearing it's head out there and
attempting to push into my little sphere, I'm pushing out even harder
with love and protection for the people I love. It's quite the
spiritual battle. But, I'm Scorpio determined. You know? And, that's
tough to beat. I'm not going to let my own demons or the demons out
there trying to get in hurt what I care about. And, that's pretty
fierce.
Sure, there can be things that happen
beyond my control. But, I'm all about being here and standing up to
defend them and circling the wagons in protection while gathering the
regenerative power of Scorpio to foster healing—yes, that happens
in this season too.
On a side note, it's not a good idea to
approach someone in an effort to be detrimental to them when they've
reached this type of resolve. Don't poke the Scorpion. Not a good
idea. We don't forget.
I'm Scorpio to a T! LOL!
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