Tension and emotions are building as we
move toward the Full Moon in Scorpio on the 14th.
Yesterday, the First Quarter Moon bore down on us while drawing in
Saturn to create a fixed t-square. It felt immobile—discomfort that you
had to sit with (or under).
With the trine of this Kite being
placed in water, you are going to have to address your emotional
body. Drink more water. Flush toxins. Reduce the amount of stimulants
you take in. Cry. Emotions are IMPORTANT!
I just finished a series of major
dental work. On my last visit, I had to have 12 shots in my mouth.
Afterward, I told the dentist if I'd known how many times he planned
to put a needle in my mouth I would have told him to just do what he
needed to do without the anesthetic. He could have been done by the
time he put all those shots in there!
That's how easily I sit with pressure.
I don't. I want out from under it. I run.
I think many people felt the same as
Sun/Moon/Saturn pulled up blocks and challenges to our overall plans,
goals and lives. GET IT OVER WITH ALREADY! THIS IS HEAVY AND A LOT TO ENDURE!
The square from Moon to Saturn perfects
this morning at about 7 AM. From here, the Moon is Void until
entering Virgo at 2:25 AM tomorrow.
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| Feeling stuck? |
The last aspect the Moon makes before
going void is important. It sets the tone for the VOC period.
Meaning, from 7:30 AM until the Moon is poked into feeling something
else when entering Virgo (which will be foggy with an opposition to
Neptune) we will feel reverberations of Moon/Saturn. Heavy. Indeed.
But, let me draw your attention to
something else currently forming in the sky. As the Water Trine
between Chiron, Jupiter and Saturn perfects, the Sun in Taurus pushes
toward an opposition with Saturn (perfects May 10). What this does is
create a Kite from the Grand Water Trine.
The Sun is moving into a mini-trine
with Jupiter and Chiron. The water is flowing and you (Sun) are keyed
into that.
Mini-trines are rock solid support if
you can access them. Get to know Chiron and Jupiter, well. Healing.
Perspective. Wisdom. Patience. Prayer.
With the trine of this Kite being
placed in water, you are going to have to address your emotional
body. Drink more water. Flush toxins. Reduce the amount of stimulants
you take in. Cry. Emotions are IMPORTANT!
With the Moon VOC most of the day, it
becomes a day of assimilation. The tension was fierce yesterday. Rest
from carrying all that around. Pause. Get quiet...what is your
heartbeat telling you?
Getting quiet may be difficult, in
itself.
Mercury enters Gemini at 11 AM and we
feel as if we can cast some of this mental weight off. Prepare for
the possibility of fickleness. And, know people will be chatty. I'm
finding they are mostly chatting about the effects of the Grand Cross
and eclipses.
Yes, these are over. They have
perfected. But, cities do not repair themselves by the morning after
a devastating earthquake. Rebuilding takes time and Mars and Saturn
are STILL RX. We still have business to wrap up, lessons to learn,
switchbacks to make.
Neptune is waiting for us. Post-op pain
medicine. That blurry out of your body feeling that comes with days
of tremendous healing. Some things have changed forever. But, the
loss will not be as acutely felt (as it is now) forever. We will
heal. We will gain back our strength. It will take time and patience. (Mercury square Neptune May 11 8:35 AM/Moon opposite Neptune 5:01 PM tomorrow)
Grieve. Are you angry? Are you
bargaining for a different outcome? Are you depressed? In shock?
Denial?
These are the stages of grief, my
friend. Give yourself the space to trudge through them and
meticulously care for yourself through the process.
Easy does it. Get through 5 minutes at
a time. If that is too much, get through one minute at a time.
Yes. I know you want to GO. I know you
want to move forward. THIS IS A GOOD THING! It means you are looking
to the future with a bit of hopefulness and ready to crawl out from
under this heaviness. But, first, address your heart. Today...we
rest.
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