The curious Page of Swords is our Guide
at this Beastly Full Moon. Which I think is funny. Thinking of big
intimidating beast being innocently riddled by the young Page.
Because that is what the Page does and it brings forth nearly a
humorous scene not unlike that which I used to watch via cartoons as
a kid. At anyrate, the inquisitive and nearly infuriating (especially
if your are trying to get something done) incessant riddling of “why”
by this Page is exactly the suggested approach that we each take.
Instead of physically responding to our impulses and instincts, the
Universe seems to suggest that we riddle these things instead.
Sussing out their root. Figuring out what kind of mentality may have
birthed them. Why are we afraid? Why are we worried? Why are we
jealous, resentful, angry...what's at the bottom of that. We need to
know.
This is something that no one can give
you to answer to. It has to be an inside job in which you confront
the issues this Moon illuminates on a personal and cerebral level.
Why does this word trigger me? Why do I feel this way or that? Along
those lines.
And, this is very self-confrontational,
though many will lack the where-with-all to stand off with themselves
and will choose instead to project, deny or...whatever with it.
Wholly forgoing the opportunity to see exactly how their own actions
and mentality along with their own way of decision making has landed
them precisely in the spot in which they find themselves and no one
else. If those conditions you find yourself are unsavory, there is
information in here that could help you steer your way out of such in
the future. But, many will miss that and doom themselves to repeating
the same mistakes and building the same karma over and over in their
lives. Never consciously waking up to the level of control they
really have and continually surrendering that and the fate of their
lives over to others.
There is nothing more depressing my
opinion. And the end result of that feeling of having no power in
ones own life is depressing. There is power there and within each of
us but we have a tendency to be mildly afraid of that fact. It's a
lot easier to envision ourselves as powerless so that we can hang
upon our crosses pointing fingers at everyone else. Which, if you
enjoy hanging on a cross that's one thing. But, you aren't going to
experience much of life up there. The same scene day after day
continually being slain with the whatever powers that be in that
moment choose to slay you with. I hate to tell you this. But, you are
not powerless.
This BEAST that rises within in you is
connected to your power source. It may be laying latent in your
subconscious. It may be blocked by your current mentality. It may be
a power you never even knew you had or did know but that fact was
talked or beaten out of you years ago. Now is the chance to figure
out how to have that power back under your control in an effort to
put it to use or at the very least learn that you have it and how to
use it instead of allowing it to use you.
But WOW is that the scariest thing ever
or what? To admit that you have power in your life but you are not
using it. To stand off with yourself and really, really get to the
root of you on a more intimate level. It's so much easier to stare
out at our windows at the world feeling more and more helpless in
light of recent events everyday while pointing our fingers at things
like celebrity, world leaders, media or some other imagined
entity...Satan, the illuminati, deep state as being who is to blame
for the circumstances we are in or find the world to be in.
Continually surrendering our control over to these entities like
sacrificial lambs. I'm exhausted with it. We find every excuse in the
world to pin stuff on elusive groups of folks without ever stopping
to see how our own hands are dirty and bloody having played a part in
the condition of our world and being the whole of hands of the
carpenter who created the constructs of our own life.
That's what scary about this Moon. Not
what is happening out there. But, what we are able to view in our own
insides and how that may cause us to respond. When really all we are
being called to do is riddle the Beast who becomes less and less of a
threat the more conscious we make him.
So, that's you cue. When this Beast
wells up bringing fear, a feeling of no control and being
powerless..shines light on all the seven deadly and some that are too
horrific to even be mentioned...interview him or her as if you were
writing the story of your life. Excoriating every detail and event
that may have led you to this place. As you know more and the beast
begins to lose his fearsome power...leash him up. He's yours to
employ as you choose not acting on his own fearful or defensive
impulses. Figure out what made him. What continues to make him tick
and where he came from fearlessly. This Page knows no fear and that
may be due his youth. You don't have to be naive to understand that
you need not fear your demons. They are yours, after all...aren't
they? Get to know them...then, own them.
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