Monday, January 9, 2017
This morning we wake up to
the Moon in Gemini. Her ruler, Mercury, has recently turned direct
(at 4:40 AM yesterday). To me, it felt like a slow turn around in
which we were given the opportunity to say, “Thank you for the
memories; but, now, it's time to move on.”
Memories and a feel of
releasing past hauntings are going to be factors for us as we
encounter our Full Moon in Cancer. The stellium in Pisces exacerbates
this, as well. Cancer remembers. Our emotional body records events
even when we don't realize. But, with all planets direct, it's time
that we left some things behind us. The Full Moon in Cancer will give
us a chance to release or absolve these. Between now and then,
though, it's a mushy and slow turn-a-bout. We'll gain speed. But,
there is some information that needs to be incorporated and some
baggage that needs to be cast off first. That is what much of our
week ahead is about.
(psst...if I underline it, it means it was likely a quite clear
message about what is to come)
The Moon begins early this
morning with a square to Venus in Pisces at 3:30 AM. This does feel
like a veritable haunting, to a degree. Filled with sweetness and
heartache. Perhaps a wafting of things gone by traipses through our
dreams. It's not entirely comfortable. It is, indeed, a square. But
the bittersweet, potentially remorseful and slightly uncomfortable
square does help to set the tone for the day.
We continue sinking and run
the risk of over-sleeping as the Moon squares off with Neptune at
9:18 AM. Empathy is high and boundaries are low. This Monday starts
off wet, mushy and confusing as we begin to integrate the
information that Mercury retrograde has delivered us over the past
few weeks.
Venus. At 5:35 PM she meets
Jupiter in Libra by sesquisquare. It is subtle. But, it is an aspect
that will likely prompt us to reach out. Touch ground. Look for
support.
The Moon keeps moving on.
Next finding Mars in Pisces by square which definitely speaks of
skewed and scattered motivations. Potential confusion. Ambiguity.
It's hard to “get into” what it is we want to do because our
brains are still trying to right themselves. This bears direct effect
upon our Mercury ruled Moon. It may be something we have trouble
putting into words. But, it can definitely be felt.
It doesn't make sense right
now. It's OK. Give it time. Give yourself time.
Overnight, some relief comes
to our Moon via a sextile to Uranus at 2:37 AM. The air clears a bit
due this and opens the door for us to see in a more pristine manner
how this plays into our internal systems as the Moon also finds
Chiron by square at 3:52 AM. You are healing. It still hurts; but,
you have been given insight into that hurt for a reason. Something
has been secretly infecting you for awhile. Now, you can see how. Now
you can mindfully and heartfully begin to deal with it.
I don't see this as an
overwhelmingly productive day. To me, it feels a lot like just going
through the motions while our minds and hearts are elsewhere. Some
activities may be stalled out completely due to weather, illness or
other factors. Either way, don't set your sites so much on external
production today. There is much work going on inside that bears
priority. Keep your hands busy with simple, grounding, mundane tasks
as all this settles into your system. We are moving on. But, we are
not exactly bolting out of the gate just yet. (But, OH...is that time
EVER nigh!). We have to get our heads on straight first. We need to
re-calibrate our compasses. Come back into the present and steady our
aim. That's our most important task for today. It's likened to final
prep work. Packing, preparing for the trip ahead includes deciding
what we are taking in relation to where we are going. And, also
deciding what we are NOT taking with us on this trip. I promise you,
it feels sloggy. But, the inside work you do here is really going to
pay off when we get further down this road.
Tuesday, January 10, 2016
After yesterday's grog and
slog, this morning the Sun seems to shine a little more brightly
through our windows. The Moon is just leaving a trine with Jupiter
(4:35 AM) as the Sun rises. There is a feeling of drying out that
occurs to a degree here. A bit of a boost that we can all benefit
from.
Unfortunately, there is also
an opposition to Saturn that occurs around day break as well. So,
there is a bit of cumbersome to deal with. A potential for a some
fleeting depression or rectification of more difficult to deal with
truths. Yet, it does bring solid ground back under our feet. It can
provide traction even if the road into this day may have a few rough
spots. At times, it may feel as if we are metaphorically bulldozing
the ocean floor...which, I didn't know until recently was actually a
thing..
All the while, though, the
Sun keeps inching into square with Uranus. This perfects just before
lunchtime at 20 degrees Cardinal. How we handled what was happening
in our emotional bodies yesterday and last night, is going to feed
directly into this square. At it's lowest, this square can exacerbate
anxiety, impulsiveness and knee-jerk like reactions. But, if we use
Saturn to get very grounded and more stable...if we've dealt with the
emotional swirl directly instead of just trying to numb it out and/or
deny it...we are going to be much more able to deal with the shocks
to our systems that this square can bring. We will be more able to
not only detach from all this water; but, see exactly how our
independence from it can carry us forward rather quickly.
Also, due this, don't
overload yourself with stimulation this morning. It's tempting under
a Gemini Moon to consume electronic media and over-load our brains
with information. I'd steer away from that if at all possible. It's
also tempting under a groggy sky to have an extra dose or two of
caffeine to get us up and moving. This is not the day for that. We
want to be smooth and grounded for this maintaining clear circuitry
to help us to conduct this electricity.
How else would the Rooster of 2017 catch on fire other than by lightning... |
The BIGGEST thing with any aspect to Uranus is to learn how to invoke pause and maintaining a sense of mindfulness. Adrenaline has a tendency to surge when Uranus is in play. You have to learn to breathe through the fight or flight response in order to discern the best course of action. Going in half-tilted is only going to have you at full tilt by midday. If you need to respond quickly to an emergent situation, you will have the capacity to do so. Just remember, not everything is emergent and doesn't require an immediate response. Take your time and think before you just pop off in response.
There is also a large
possibility that some folks meet with the “That's it. I've had
enough” mentality here. Like...overly done. Yes, relationship break
ups are possible. Finally severing ties to something that has been
feeding off you like a leach...also high probability. The severance
comes with quite a searing icy feel, too. Quickly. Snap. I'm
done...so finally done. In some cases, this will be the “give a
damn” break we need to really get OK with moving on.
By 4:39 PM the Moon stares
across the zodiac at her current direct ruler still in Sagittarius.
This can be an argument. Or it can be you merely incorporating into
the emotional body what it is this recent retrograde was all about.
Mercury has lessons to teach. We are the student body intently
listening to what it is he has to deliver.
Following this opposition,
we are given a little time to think things over and settle ourselves.
The Moon is Void until entering Cancer at 5:49 PM. So, yeah. After
the spark of optimism this morning, the potential unexpected early
this afternoon and the “trying to make sense of it all”
opposition to Mercury this evening...we return to home to lick our
wounds and shelter ourselves with some comfort and self-care. It's
all coming back to us now. Clearer and clearer every second. We will
need some time, space and self-gentleness in an effort to deal with
that and re-orient ourselves.
Overnight, energy is
somewhat restored as Mars meets Pluto by sextile at 2:10 AM. This is
a gentle energy boost that provides some traction and fortitude as we
move forward. At it's lowest, it is controlling and potentially blood
thirsty. On the high end though it offers a sense of resolve that
accentuates letting go and moving forward.
Wednesday, January 11,
2016
How we incorporate our
personal biases, addictions and more elusive pains into our plans is
going to play a role in this day. How we manage them is the bigger
factor. The Sun in Capricorn greets Chiron in Pisces by sextile this
morning. Awareness and acceptance of these inner stirrings directly
affects our leadership abilities, our public persona and how we
handle our responsibilities. You can allow that knowledge to help you
become more empathic toward the “pains” of others or you can
allow it to be the boss of your life. I'd rather be the boss of IT,
thank you very much. The only thing that will allow that to happen is
to directly and consciously recognize and deal with those Chironic
issues. Otherwise, those issues end up steering your bus and it may
not necessarily be in the direction you truly want to go. This
sextile occurs at 6:34 AM.
Mars is still within orb of
Pluto. There is bravery here to face these issues down and deal with
them in forthright manner. Be accountable for your stuff.
By 7:52 AM, the Moon is in a
watery (but beautifully creative and loving) trine with Venus in
Pisces that is quickly also followed by a trine to Neptune at 10:06
AM. Oh, there are no limits to the creative magic you can conjure up
here. It also gives you opportunity to channel some of these feels
into a artistic medium even if that is just by finding the right
music whose lyrics or sound perfectly matches the deep dreamy elusive
ache in your soul. Sweet misery. As a Pisces Moon, I find myself
somewhat both enchanted and tortured by that empty hollow ache that
reaches down so deeply that it touches your soul. This is quite an
emotive thing that can bring peace and ease as long as you can manage
what comes forth from your intuitive and emotive body. Don't fear it.
Let it wash over you like tides across a beach. Some things will be
washed away but there will be new pebbles on the beach for you to
marvel at when we are through. Relax and see where this takes you.
These tides and the oceanic
watery feel of the water trines carries us all the way into our
evening hours where we find the Moon under pressure from an
opposition to Pluto in Capricorn. The final drops are being squeezed
out of us here and some may literally feel as if they have been put
through one of those old timey laundry wringers. There will be folks
that may try to dictate to you how you should feel. Some may be
trying to help. Some may just be boundary-less asshats. You decide
what is best for you and how it's best to deal with what is going on
inside you, period. Remember, sometimes the best tactic to take in a
tug-of-war power struggle is just to let go of the rope.
Late tonight, the Moon
swamps up again with a trine to Mars in Pisces. Shh...sleep now. Lay
ambition down. Float. Dream. Let go. This trine coincides with a
solar square to Jupiter at 11:43 PM. Check your perspective and keep
your ego in check. Don't over-inflate. But, do allow a gentle sense
of returning and warming self confidence enter your sphere. Circle
around trusted and wise friends who welcome you with support. You
will likely know exactly who those folks are by now.
Thursday, January 12, 2017
Sometimes, even when we let
go of exactly what we needed to, it is scary. Yes. Even when it is a
overall good thing. Once upon a time, I was out and about walking my
dog. That's all I was doing. A daily routine task. But, as I toiled
in routine, my brain posed a question to me, “What would you do if
all your relationships were just wiped from existence? How would you
plan your day if you didn't have someone else to consider in those
plans?” The thought brought an instant feel of panic which was
quickly followed by tears. I honestly did not know how to answer that
question. I couldn't even fathom it. As a person laden with Pisces
and Libra, the mere thought of this scared me to death.
I did start thinking about
it, though. What WOULD I do? How would I even start my day if I
didn't have to worry about how this kid got to school or that kid got
home? How would I know what to make for breakfast if there wasn't
someone there to ask about their preference? Lo and behold, a snip of
an eclipse on a my South Node about a week later brought the chopping
off of a branch of my family tree that I completely did not see
coming. All these preparatory thoughts began to make a whole lot more
sense.
In one sense, the pain of
that occurring, veritably being cut out of the lives of people I had
known since birth, was horribly excruciating. It was one of those
times when I literally ran back to my father's house in an effort to
find comfort, direction and advice. That's right. When things get
confusing and nutty, this grown woman still runs home to Daddy's
house for grounding. I'm blessed to be able to do so.
At any rate, after all the
emotions were dealt with. After the air started to clear, I started
to have this really odd weightless feeling. As if something that had
been holding me back...something I'd been so beholden to and non
willing to let go of had been stripped away from me...had been
lifted. I was floating. It was both exciting and scary because I
really didn't fully understand what was happening.
I experienced this feeling
again as my children started coming of age. Especially when my
youngest graduated high school. I mean, he didn't go anywhere. He is
still living with me as he attends college and steadily prepares to
make his own nest. But, there was something about that passage that
left me feeling extraordinarily weightless and floaty. I wondered,
“What will I do now?”
My children came to me while
I was very young. With them, they brought this overwhelming sense of
responsibility and accountability. It wasn't just me I had to think
about anymore. These little guys depended upon me. I had to ground
and grow up. I don't know of any other thing that would have prompted
me to do that.
Then, as they got older and
met with these maturity passages, I started to wonder how in the
world would I even begin to operate without this anchorage. You know?
Who would be there to inspire me to stay out of trouble? What would
keep me accountable and responsible and prevent me from liquidating
my assets and just jumping on a bus to nowhere? That was literally a
thought I had. I'm free! I'm free! Run like the wind and do crazy
stuff! But, I'm scared! I'm scared! Because this feels really, really
weird, too. As if TOO much was possible.
Well, I'm past all that now.
Still anchored. Haven't lost my sense of right and wrong. Just given
a whole lot more flexibility in what I may decide to do and that, my
friends, is a beautiful thing. It's all in dealing with that initial
weightless, kind of shocking and disorienting feeling that comes
along immediately following any kind of severance.
With that, I welcome you
today. For some, it's likely going to feel a lot like the emotional
scenarios I just described. I wrote a poem during that time about
letting go of balloons and a feeling of free falling. In the end, as
it turns out...those weren't balloons that I was letting go but
anchors. I wasn't free falling. I was floating. It may take us some
time before we understand that.
This morning the Full Moon
in Cancer blossoms at 22 degrees and 27 minutes of our Cardinal
signs. And, it is a full blown release Moon, for sure, as we find our
Sun and Moon very near Pluto in Capricorn while crossing over the
opposition between Jupiter and Uranus. There is also a very tight
trine to Chiron in Pisces. I encourage you to release your grip. Let
it go. Whatever it is. Whatever the retrograde reminded you of.
Whatever Chiron brought to the surface. Whatever wakes up and decides
to walk a straight bee line out of your life right now..LET. IT. GO.
Expect it to feel a little weird, emotional and disoriented for a
little bit. Yet, also know this leads to a Void. An empty space.
Ready for you to you fill it with whatever you want after we've fully
mourned the loss and can effectively deal with this feeling of empty
floating weightlessness. It's ok. Give it time. You'll realize you
are actually rising...not sinking. Eventually.
Following the perfection of
the Full Moon, she is Void until entering Leo at 7:08 PM. By then,
Mercury will have moved into Capricorn (9:04 AM) and Venus will sink
into Neptune by conjunction (4:54 PM).
Be easy now. It all feels
emotionally punctuated and confusing right now. But, you are, in
fact, coming home to yourself. Again, it's just going to take a
little time.
The Sabian Symbols for this
Full Moon read as follows (this time, I've included my own
delineations):
For the Sun at Capricorn 23: A
soldier receives decorously two awards for bravery. This
symbol denotes reward well earned. Apparently the soldier has been
through previous trials and battles in which he emerged successful.
That is publicly recognized here. Personal worth is acknowledged
externally and good fortune is well earned.
For the Moon at Cancer
23: A group of intellectual individuals meet for discussion. This
denotes a gathering in an effort to create advancement for society as
a whole. A veritable meeting of the minds in which ideas are
exchanged freely and amicably.
Friday, January 13, 2017
Triskaidekaphobics all
across the world are shaking in their boots today. Friday the 13th
damn near snuck up on us! But, here it is.
This morning we wake up to
the Moon in Leo. Aaaand that's about it! There are a slew of minor
aspects that work to color in the personal nuance of this day. But,
the Moon makes no major aspect until tomorrow morning's early trine
with Uranus.
We spend most of the day
sorting things out. Allowing the dust to settle. Dealing with the
sneaky fear of running into Jason Vorhees just around the corner. Ah,
come on. Even the special effects from those movies are sooo out of
date now. They are even kind of humorous to go back and watch.
Either way, it's a day in
which we re-find our sense of self in our own individual ways. We are
continually drying out and by tomorrow, we are fully ready to break
free from some of this cumbersome and face brighter days.
Saturday, January 14, 2017
This morning we wake up to a
get-up-and-go trine from the Leo Moon to Uranus in Aries at 6:26 AM.
Many will feel like it's time to get up and get out to shake the dust
off. Try new things. Most will feel much better.
This trine is followed by an
uplifting and cheerful sextile to Jupiter in Libra at 9:21 AM and a
fiery but stable trine to Saturn at 10:18 AM. Sense of purpose and
destination has been restored. Again, gently feeling a little better
every minute.
Following the trine with
Saturn, the Leo Moon falls into Void status (WOW! That was quick!).
She is sent out on a more buoyant and bright note. Go with and build
upon that. Be the beautiful warm you that you are.
The Moon remains Void until
entering Virgo at 10:53 PM. Now. You KNOW this means that our
incoming sky is going to be filled with standoffs between the Virgo
Moon and all else that resides in mutable right now. So, brace
yourself for the ground to get a little shaky and for the tides to
rise. It's likely to be minimal in comparison to what we've come
through this week. But, still apparent. Employ what you've learned on
this forward moving venture..but keep moving. Keep letting go. Keep
separating the wheat from the chaff as you filter things through
according to their priority.
Most of this day, though,
comes through as a welcomed relief. Enjoy that.
Sunday, January 15, 2017
As promised, today begins
our mutable stand-offs. Overnight, the Moon passed over Mercury, back
in Capricorn, by trine. This worked to pre-steady us for what we are
headed into over the course of the next few days.
This morning, the Moon
resides in Virgo and stands in opposition to both Venus and Neptune
in Pisces between 5:09 PM and 10:59 PM. It's a touch and go exercise
of bittersweet and release. There is a feeling of reaping what we've
sown and, certainly, a time to seek closure. Be gentle with yourself.
This can, indeed, cause heartache and unsoothing yearning for “How
things once were.” Care for yourself gently through that. It's
going to be OK. Really. It is. Don't you dare turn back.
This wishy washy sentiment
carries us through most of our day today. From here the Moon begins
to wax into a restorative trine with Pluto in Capricorn which
perfects in our early morning hours of Monday. But, Mars is also
sneaking up on Chiron by conjunction that day too. All the work you
do in dealing effectively with your emotional body and those Chironic
issues is going to color your actions. So, reverting back to quiet
and self-care efforts during today is going to be nothing but a boon
to those efforts.
As a matter of fact, as Mars
finds Chiron tomorrow, the Moon is opposing and all are in square to
Saturn. The outlet for that mutable mush is found in Gemini (*
screams * WHY MONDAY? WHY?). Don't forget what the Mercury Retrograde
taught you. Lean into those lessons and start employing them.
Tomorrow is likely to be tough, my kittens. Be easy with yourself
today. Rest. Absolve. Release. Spiritual cleansing efforts such as
burning sage or just sweeping the dust out the door are smart
exercises. Keep clearing out space. Clean something. Again the toil
of routine and putting physical chaos into order does something to
help us sort things out on the inside, too.
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