This morning we wake up to a Void Moon
for just a few hours until she enters Aquarius at 9:52 AM. From here,
the day looks a lot like a consistent battle between the Water Bearer
and the Scorpion. By 10:49, the Moon is in square to the Sun. Then,
overnight (1:34 AM), she squares off with Venus in Scorpio.
First Quarter Moons are usually a bit
challenging. They mark the midway point to the Full Moon. Folks who
work with me in learning how to follow the Moon, know that I compare
the passages of the Moon to a flower growing. At the New Moon, the
flower seed is planted. At the First Quarter Moon, that seed has
germinated and is now pushing to break through the Earth.
Think about that. If you have ever seen
a new flower sprout, then you know the green shoots are tender. At
the same time, it would call for tremendous strength and effort from
the little seedling to break it's encasement (shell) and then push
its way through the thick Earth. It is a tense time of growth for our
seedling.
In our lives, First Quarters operate
much the same way. They put challenges and, sometimes, obstacles in
front of us that we either choose to meet, ignore or become
frustrated by. When they occur in fixed signs, these challenges can
revolve around those patterns in our lives that are tremendously
ingrained. They markedly pit our emotional needs (Moon) against the
needs of our Ego (Sun).
In terms of modern rulerships, Aquarius
and Scorpio squaring off echoes Pluto square Uranus. In traditional
rulerships, it pits Mars against Saturn. Neither are easy to
navigate.
In Scorpio, particularly with Venus
lingering around the Sun, our desires (what we want) run deep having
roots that run into the core of our psyche. Sometimes, these desires
are so deeply rooted that it feels as if they are even connected as
deeply as our genitals. It's not that we just want what we want. It
is that we crave it. And, sometimes, Scorpio can be tempted to go to
extreme means and to resort to abuses of power to get it. Tunnel
vision can even be fostered around both our desires and drives of our
ego causing us to loose sight of the bigger picture.
Aquarius calls for a broader vision
asking us to bear in mind a more socially conscious oriented view.
Scorpio heralds things that are deeply embedded in our personal and
ancestral histories, whereas, Aquarius pokes us to envision the
future and the impact of our actions upon our global community. The
struggle becomes one that pits the use of power (Pluto) against
freedom (Uranus), ambition (Mars) against responsibility (Saturn) and
new and inventive ways against the way things have always been done.
This energy is what causes evolution and revolution. So, no, the
challenges are not easy to navigate particularly occurring in fixed
signs where change is not normally welcomed with open arms.
On top of that, this First Quarter also
pulls in Juno in Leo creating a fixed t-square increasing the
pressure.
Pull all this together, and what you
can end up with is quite the cranial copulation.
At the very simplest level, perhaps we
promised ourselves (Juno in Leo) that we would be free (Aquarius)
from debt (Scorpio). But, we are obsessing about this thing we want
(Venus in Scorpio) and thinking, “Oh, what difference is one more
charge on my credit card going to make?” We may be tempted
(Scorpio) to resort to our less effective past methods to purchase
the thing. Whereas, Aquarius, who is NOT prone to be possessed by
things, is calling us to come up with a new and unique way to pursue
our desires. This calls for a little thing called delayed
gratification.
Aquarius is cool with delayed
gratification. However, Scorpio can be prone to want what it wants so
badly that delayed gratification sounds a bit torturous (not that
Scorpio is adverse to torture). The pull from the needs of our egos
and from our desires can be so freaking strong that we loose sight of
our other priorities. We don't care what we promised ourselves
because all we can focus on is this thing. Truth is, though, the
thing we want is not going to evaporate and we are not going to die
without it even if it feels like we might. It's getting over our
fixation upon the thing that is the problem. Thankfully, Aquarius can
help us do that. Particularly since the Moon here reminds us that we
NEED (Moon) to change (Aquarius) in an effort to build a better
future for ourselves.
We can maintain our commitment to
ourselves AND get what we want through budgeting and a little
self-compromise and restraint. Put a working plan in place (Mars in
Capricorn) to obtain the cash you need to buy the thing instead of
putting “want” ahead of personal responsibility. Bring your
extreme focus to hard work and commitment instead of allowing
yourself to focus solely on the desire itself. That is a responsible
use of your spending power. In case you have not noticed, there is a
huge chunk of the sky that is answering to responsible (Saturn) use
of power (Pluto) through hard work and dedication (Mars in
Capricorn). Not one piece of that says “instant gratification”
so....yeah, we kind of need to get over that. We are certainly in
this for the long haul.
I used a desire for a physical thing in
this analogy. But, know that what you want could also be an
intangible. Either way, it brings me back to prompting you to closely
examine the roots of our desires. Thankfully, Pallas is right in this
mix giving us an x-ray view of that. As the Moon squares Pallas, that
could bring some shocking (Aquarius/Uranus) self-revelations like the
fact that we may actually be allowing ourselves to be controlled by
our desires. The LAST thing that Scorpio or Aquarius wants is to be
controlled. So, Pallas' insight and wisdom could very well prompt us
to get a handle on ourselves. But, we've got to be willing to view
and accept what it is she is telling us. That becomes a very
individualized process.
To satisfy ourselves and this energy in
the sky to the highest of potentials, we are going to have to bear
down and endure the changes we have set before ourselves or that have
been set before us. If you don't want to be that shadow controlled
person anymore, then you are going to have to change the way you
engage (Uranus in Aries), employ your true power (control of our
shadow selves/Saturn in Scorpio) and work diligently (Mars in
Capricorn) to employ the responsible use of that power (Pluto in
Capricorn). We need to network and maintain our visions of a better
future (Moon in Aquarius) by fostering a well balanced strategy
(Mercury in Libra) and become a bit detached from our ambitions
(Uranus in Aries) in an effort to maintain our commitments to our
higher selves (Juno in Leo).
I'll reiterate that the Universe really
doesn't care what you do with this energy. It's going to hand you
consequences either way. I don't know about you, but I'd rather make
a conscious effort to ensure that I'm making choices that feed my
future instead of threaten to deplete it. Our choices are our only
true freedoms in this life. So, I'd like to make them for
myself...thank you very much. But, as long as you are being
controlled by desire, you really aren't acting freely.
This energy is coming either way. If we
don't employ it consciously, then, it takes the path of least
resistance which isn't necessarily the best path. It's best to employ
it on purpose even if that may lead you down a more challenging road.
Pioneering new paths makes Aquarian
energy squeal with delight. Problem is, the road not taken can be
scary because of the elusive “unknown.” Therein lies the crux of
the cranial copulation that I mentioned earlier. Do we take the old
road where, even though the consequences may be severe, at least we
know where it leads? Or, do we take a chance and try to do things
differently even if we aren't sure where that road is going to lead
us? Mercury in Libra has the power to show us both sides of that
coin. I'd suggest taking the time to examine each one before making a
decision because the long term consequences of either action are all
ours for better or worse.
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