If you felt heaviness due to the Moon
in Scorpio waxing into conjunction with Saturn on Saturday, know that
pressure is waning today. The conjunction from Moon to Saturn
occurred at midnight overnight.
Today, the Moon waxes into sextile with
practical Venus in Virgo (4:32 PM) during her last full day in the
sign. After the Moon reaches Venus, she becomes Void until entering
Sagittarius at 6:51 PM EDT.
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The Sagittarius Moon's first encounter
is a square to Neptune in Pisces (4:43 AM on Monday morning).
This is a good day for rest and
relaxation according to the Moon. So, if you find yourself in need of
one of those, here you go.
But (Dammit Josi, is there always a
but?), let me tell you a little bit about what I've been observing
lately. I'm seeing a lot of emotional heaviness. I'm seeing many
stuck in indecision. I'm seeing some getting smacked around in
attempts to finally...once and for all...move forward. In light of
those smacks, I'm seeing some people give up or contemplating giving
up. I'm also seeing that longer a person sits under this black cloud
of heaviness, the darker and heavier it gets.
Yeah. And, that's all I've got to say about that |
The solution? Move. Peel yourself off
the couch or out of the bed and move. Seriously, it is just that
simple. Get out of your head and into your physical body. I know if
you are sitting under this cloud right now that going out in public
or relinquishing your grasp on despair and disappointment is likely
the last thing you want to do. But, in the back of your mind, what
you REALLY want to do is still lingering around reminding you of all
the reasons why you should be pulling the covers up over your head.
At the same time, I'm seeing others
break free. Not everyone is stuck under this cloud. What this tells
me is there is a way out...yes, even for you.
Take a walk back in time with me for a
minute. In January of this year, we experienced Venus Rx in Capricorn
and Mars' entrance into Libra. Yuck. And. Yuck, basically. But, what
was happening then is we had an opportunity to note how we could
build around our value systems and we discovered how stable the
framework around our money and relationships was...or not with Venus.
Mars was showing us all kinds of stuff
in his ridiculously LOOOONG passage through Libra. Plans were foiled.
Some partnerships failed. Some partnerships encountered role
reversals (shoes switched feet). Yet, SOME partnerships held together
through all this and were actually strengthened. Anyone learn
anything from any of that?
There were eclipses in the spring. Some
of these events (Mars Rx, the eclipses, etc) manifested illness,
injuries or blockages of another kind. Many were stuck in place as
the eclipses roared in and gave us a lot of news of things we really
couldn't do anything about. The mud and the plot thickened.
THEN, the tides rose washing in
emotions from seemingly nowhere. More illness and blockages emerged
as Mars (FINALLY) moved into Scorpio only to run into Saturn.
Mars in Scorpio brought angst for some
but determination, endurance and forbearance for others. And, then,
there was Jupiter that tricky little dicky. When Jupiter left Cancer,
many thought the emotional washout was over. But, as Jupiter moved
into an inconjunct with Neptune in Pisces, many were unexpectedly
washed out again. That aspect waned away and we continued to look at
the sky thinking...alright, when is that window going to open because
I'm going to jump through it.
Windows did open in the last month or
so as Mars left his contact with Saturn. But, then, he immediately
was sucked underwater with a square to Neptune. People were still
holding onto their plans with little shards of hopefulness. How many
times were we stopped in our tracks so that we had to evaluate,
truly, what it was that we wanted to do and whether or not it was
worth it? How many times were stopped and asked to redefine our
plans? How many times were we tasked with opposition from others and
foiled by our responsibilities toward others in a way that kept us
from moving forward? How many times were we emotionally swamped to a
degree that not only we could we not address those plans but we
really didn't care? Lots. And, lots and lots.
The year was so intense that some
people did not make the complete journey. People died under these
skies leaving us behind in the mud as we mourned, wallowed and
wondered, “Truly, what IS the point?”
Pluto in Capricorn tore stuff down.
Uranus in Aries blew things up. Global news became more and more
distressing. The ground literally shook beneath our feet. Personal
priorities changed. The circumstances of life shifted in ways we
could have never anticipated. We saw leadership fall. We discovered
just exactly the level of mistrust at which we held our governments
and established systems. Martyrs were born through public beheadings,
kidnappings and murders. Athletes fell from being stars and heroes
into being killers and abusers. Police and those in authority were
revealed, in many instances, to be part of the oppressive problem.
Doctors were revealed to be pill pushers. Corporations were revealed
to be thieves. And, the entire time we were looking around thinking
“What the actual frack is going on here?” We were tasked with
acknowledging our own accountability in the midst of it. We
discovered there was a common thread in all of this. People. People
are news reporters. People are politicians. People make up
corporations. People are police officers. People are thieves and
killers. A small percentage of people are making things insufferable
for an even larger group of people. And, we are people. How could
anyone detach from that fact? Yet, quietly there was also a
realization that “If people did this, then surely people can change
this and I AM A PEOPLE.”
Yet, as we discovered this, we still
mourned. We felt more ineffective. We felt more powerless. We were
pissed off and there wasn't a darn thing anyone could do about it but
the effects upon our emotional bodies were undeniable.
Still yet, changes were made. In the
US, rights to marriage grew. We still have a few states lingering
behind. But, the pressure from the rest of the country is mounting
for these states to come up off of their outdated prejudices. We were
shown that racism, sexism and all the other isms were still buried in
the psyche even though many think it is a thing of the past. It was
still being perpetrated in homes and in lives across not only our
country but the entire world.
People stood up to police. People stood
up to corporations. People stood up in the midst of all of this.
Differences have been made all while revelations of “MORE CHANGE
IS NEEDED” popped up in our personal lives and on the global stage.
Indeed, we still have a long
way to go.
We, on the large part, accepted all of
this. We endured it. We were personally affected by it in ways many
didn't expect. Collectively, we began to care and had a great desire
to take action. So, as this recent window opened and hope seemed to
shine through once again, we began standing on our shaky legs and
tried to move forward again. Some progressed and others got knocked
down again hitting the ground with an exasperated “Ok. You win. I
give up.”
I can read back through all the things
I've written just now and pull out one thing. What part of “doing
things they way they always have been done AIN'T CUTTING IT” did we
not get?
Well, change is tough. Much of what we
have endured has been excruciating. Yet, even if we may be hiding
under the covers in our beds, we are still here...leftovers in this
new world.
We need creative and inventive answers
to deal with our lives and in light of the destruction we have have
witnessed. Hmmm...creative and inventive answers. That sounds a lot
like something Jupiter in Leo (creative) and Uranus in Aries
(inventive) can address. Grab your map and your compass because the
world is brand new (with some old crust that remains to fall off) and
we, the leftovers, get to pioneer her new foundations. And, our North
Node and all the action we've had in Libra (Mars retrograde, Mercury
soon to be retrograde) and with Venus (retrograde in Capricorn), says
we've got to figure out a way to work together.
Are you still trying to build in the
Old World? Or are your plans equipped to handle the fluctuations of
the old crumbling away in light of something new? Do you still want
what you wanted at the beginning of the year? Or has that picture
changed a bit? Have your priorities changed?
My priorities have changed. But, still
yet, the picture of “what I want” has not. I'm still holding on
to one or two things for which I still have great ambition. Looking
back over my intentions for the year, there are some that I repeated
over and over and over all the way up until our most recent New Moon.
And, yep, I stood up on my shaky legs, determined to continue hacking
my way through the wilderness in an effort to obtain these things and
got smacked right back down. Or at least, that's what I thought.
I spent a day being discouraged. The
words, “Ok, I give up.” slipped out of my mouth. I managed to
shake that off and instead of trying to fight the smack down, I let
it take me down and as I did I fostered a sense of acceptance saying,
“Ok. This is how things are. There is no denying it. But, I still
want THIS. So, how can I navigate in spite of it?”
I had to get creative. Really creative.
I think many of us have lost touch with how to do that. However, do
you think any of our genius inventors of the past ever accomplished
anything by 1) doing things the way they had always been done 2)
giving a crap about those who said what they wanted to do couldn't be
done 3) not failing numerous times before
finally...FINALLY...reaching the point of EUREKA? Nope. Do you think,
if we were able to ask any of these people if their efforts were
worth it, they would say, “No.” Ya think they would tell you it
was easy? Hell no it wasn't easy and that is part of what made that
FINAL success worthwhile!
All of this is where we were. Where we
are now is staring down the barrel of a Mercury retrograde, two more
eclipses and a fire trine with Jupiter, Uranus and Mars. That fire
trine is going to poke at people. We are going to, again, want to
move forward. Unexpected opportunities are going to arise during this
time. Some, in their desperation, are going to jump on the first
train that comes along carrying the baggage of their “wants” with
them even if the train isn't going in that direction.
Those that jump on those trains that
are not consistent with the path and in the direction they want to go
are likely going to find out that all they did was derail themselves
as Mercury finishes his backward trek in the sky. However, those that
are able to control their drive are going to wait for the train that
fits their destination even if the other trains look really tempting.
NO ONE is going to want to sit motionless. And, if you choose to do
that (sit still), then the heaviness in the sky is going to keep
bearing down. The black cloud is going to get bigger. And, as trains
leave the station, those that sit are going to be left behind, again.
Those that jump too hastily are going to end up somewhere they never
intended to be. But those who have a strong sense of what they want
and where they want to be and can hold their movements until the
RIGHT opportunity (train) comes along because they are NOT willing to
compromise that will be the first to set foot upon new land. And, as
Saturn enters Sagittarius, these travelers will be the ones making
the new maps, the new rules, the new philosophies.
So now, the question remains. What is
it that you want that you have held onto this entire year? How bad do
you want it? Your actions will define this. And, define it you should
because the Universe is ridiculously impartial. You jump on that
first train that comes along and the Universe is going to take you to
that destination. You sit still and the Universe is going to let you
sit there in your despair and misery. Once you realize that Universe
is not punishing us. God didn't do this to us. People are the common
thread here and YOU ARE a people...a creator of your own life...well,
then you are also going to realize there is a bit of power in that.
Then, you realize you are not riding a train; you are steering it.
Any experienced train conductors in the
audience? Gulp. Yeah, me neither. And, the realization of “I've got
the power of a locomotive under my control and I'm embarking upon on
a new journey (Mars in Sagittarius) to personal freedom (Uranus in
Aries) and I'm going to have to engage every bit of my own wisdom and
creativity (Jupiter in Leo) to get there just as Mercury goes
retrograde” is kinda intimidating. How does one travel under a
Mercury retrograde? Is that even advisable?
Sure it is.
First, you check your equipment and
recheck it, again. Your equipment is your body. It needs to be well
cared for you to steer this train. It also needs to be well fueled so
make sure you don't put any GMO garbage in your tank. You read the
directions more than once and sometimes you have to write your own
directions because this is brand new territory. It takes time,
diligence, analysis, cooperation, collaboration and patience. You
have to be emotionally sober and stable. No drunken train conductors,
please. So, employ what Jupiter in Cancer taught you...that water
levels and emotional states are important factors in EVERYTHING. So
be mindful and give credence to your emotional body and it's needs
during this journey. Rewind and rewrite the story as you go. Are you
going to drive your train over someone else's to get where you need
to go? The signal worker says, “That's the OLD way. We no longer
allow that in the New World. Thou shall NOT pass.” Instead, you
network with other train conductors (Uranus in Aries and NN in
Libra).
Know that you will have to steer your
train around the trains of others and you cannot blast through
obstacles on your path. You are going to have to switch tracks from
time to time to get around them. You will make connections and the NN
in Libra encourages you to do that in fostering the new community of
“man” (Uranus in Aries). Sometimes, there may not be tracks to
where you want to go or the bridge is out (Pluto in Capricorn). So,
build one.
Sagittarius is a mutable sign. You can
switch directions. Aries is a cardinal sign. You can pioneer it. Leo
is a fixed sign, you are who you are and once you know who that it is
and accept it then you know exactly what type of equipment you have
to work with.
Don't wait for a train driven by
someone else to come and pick you up. Yet, feel free to drive your
train side by side one another during the time the two (or three or
four) of you are going in the same direction building the tracks
together as you go. Foster a sense of mutual support and
encouragement instead of competition and tug of war. Gather
supportive people around you and give the nay sayers ZERO of your
energy. Let them sit behind in the crumbling old world with their “I
cant's.” Maybe when you prove, “I CAN AND DID” it will inspire
them out of their funk of “can't.” Or maybe not. Either way it is
not your train's concern.
The big task here is figuring out what
it is you want. Then, discerning how badly you want it. Then, of
course, learning how to drive this freaking train...which is you
(Jupiter in Leo) and realizing that, indeed, it is a huge
responsibility (Saturn in Sagittarius) that affects more than just
you. And, you CARE about that now (Neptune in Pisces).
100% of it is up to you.
Are you the little engine that could?
Or are you completely out of steam? Either way, the train is waiting.
You can either steer it, jump on and let someone else drive, leave it
to rust and rot or watch it pull out of the station without you.
However, YOU choose, I definitely think you can. In the long run,
though, what I believe matters very little. What does matter is
whether or not YOU think you can.
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