Lilith is screaming for blood

I think Lilith (BML) represents where we reject staunch regulations that are seated within the patriarch. For example, in my natal chart, Lilith is in Scorpio in the 9th house. Don't try to dictate to me what my beliefs or life philosophy should be. Don't stand back and dictate to me what can be found in my psyche and in my dark underbelly. Keep your stoic, staunch religious beliefs out of my playing field because I'm not going to play by the rules in this department just because some dead guy from a billion years ago says that I should. THAT, is Lilith.


The 9th house rules publishing, higher learning, teaching, preaching, religion, politics. In each of these areas, I'm ridiculously resistant to anything being dictated to me. Especially if that dictation comes with the reasoning of, “Because. That is how it is. That is how it always will be. And, everyone must comply.”

Lilith shivers at comments such of this. The shiver is fury entering her body.

Athena by Paul Vincenti
To say that Lilith is considered rebellious would be an understatement. Frankly, I think she embodies feminine independence and the ability of the feminine to express itself in a way that protects and preserves its own integrity.

Let me tell you something. I hate writing the word patriarch. Even when I write it, to me, it feels heavy as if my inner voice has lowered to a baritone and says the word with that inflection “big, staunch, patriarch.”

The reason I don't like the word is because I don't like the battle of the sexes. I think it is pointless. And, I think it makes us all look like our IQ's are the equivalent of that found in river stones.

See? Even in our screaming for peace, we still speak about division. Man vs Woman. Black versus White. Religion vs Religion. Patriarch vs Matriarch.

It's Ok Ceres. I'm pretty sure Pluto is currently undergoing a sex change
When SHE emerges and recovers, there will
be an entirely new understanding. But, recovery takes time.
Good grief.

I don't like to talk about the (lowers voice) big staunch patriarch crumbling. I don't want to talk about the return of the divine feminine.

I want to talk about how you can get these two to work together. I want to help the world feel more effective because right now the world is wounded and all the old tricks it used to employ (ineffective coping mechanisms) are falling flat. However, the Goddesses have been oppressed for so long they are ready to make some noise for quite awhile to be heard.

Lilith is both integral and detrimental to the possibility of bringing the Patriarch and Matriarch and all the other conceptual conflicts into balance. With all the energy the Goddesses bring, it is still up to the Collective to decide whether they employ the shadow or light of each.

Vesta sings, "This little light of mine"
Lilith stands strong on themes that oppress women just because they are women. Lilith stands strong on the right to NOT be considered subservient. Lilith doesn't think women should continually have to sacrifice for everyone else just because she is a woman. She cannot be placated, pacified or patronized.

If you bring her a bouquet of apologetic flowers, she will quickly retort by throwing them in your face and telling you how perfectly traditional and thoughtless that was. “Are these for me? Or did you purchase them so everyone else could see you were doing the right thing. Was I ever a consideration in choosing how you would rectify this rift between us? Or did you just think, 'here, this material symbol will fix it. Girls always fall for that.' Because, patting me on the head and buying me something frilly is not going to cut it. Treat. Me. Like. A. PERSON.”

Lilith isn't graceful in an effort to be pleasing. Lilith doesn't smile to smooth things over. Lilith doesn't sit pretty and quietly. She does not play nice just to get along since that is what a proper lady does.

As a matter of fact, calling Lilith out to become a “proper lady” would probably make her head spin around like Ragan's on the Exorcist. I wouldn't try it.

Ceres illustrates the nuances that the feminine traverses
on the way from Cancer to Scorpio
At any rate, currently Lilith is in Leo squaring transiting Saturn and Mars in Scorpio, trine Uranus in Aries and trine Pholus in Sagittarius. She's met with Mercury. She's met with the Sun. Now, she sits in this tense position (Square Saturn/Mars) and waits nearly foaming at the mouth for Venus.

Lilith is the force you are hearing on the sidelines saying, “You can't treat them like that just because they were born with different parts than you! You can't treat them like that just because those parts are a different color than you. PEOPLE! THESE ARE PEOPLE! Not bags of skin. Not your preconceived prejudices! People are NOT objects that run second to what makes your fucking penis erect. So go shake that floppy thing somewhere else!”

Lilith is screaming this at Saturn and Mars in Scorpio. She is pumped by Uranus to be even more independent and free. Tell Lilith she needs to be roped in the kitchen to cook for everyone because she's the woman. I. Dare. You. Because, I certainly would never tell her that. And, I'm a pretty brave chic.
 
Cialis sounds like a Goddess' name
But it isn't. Close. Yet we are still
treating the symptoms of impotence and
forgoing the larger underlying cause

Pholus, to me, is like a broken penis. As a matter of fact, I see the entire world colored by broken penis' right now. Ineffectiveness. The inability to effectively assert ones self. Over-aggression. Seriously. I watch the news and read the headlines and my first reaction is, “The World is continually shaking its broken phallus.” Because, that is what it looks like.

Lilith is watching too. She knows the phallus is broken. She knows things are changing and while it is changing she is screaming out “Down with tradition built upon fear! You must include us all and render us valid for this to work. And, you must LET GO OF YOUR DICK!”

Yea. That's what she is saying. I can hear her.


Eris says, "What's in your shadow? Perhaps it
will come out for a treat?"
We are not going to be able to rebuild things back to the way they were. There is no going back so declared Hekate on our North Node not too long ago. The potential to rebuild is there but each time we try to build it back how it was, the Goddesses are going to topple the temple. I promise. Right now Lilith is making the most noise. But, don't think Ceres, Vesta, Pallas and all our other feminine bodies are not in the line up to speak their peace...because they are. All with a different message.

Personally, I don't know why you would want to attempt to rebuild a broken machine. I've asked Lilith and she doesn't get it either. She just keeps screaming for Blood. She wants the Blood to return and be acknowledged...not shed. She wants us to honor the force of life that is within us and she wants us to honor the force that brought us here and nurtured us into existence. HONOR. Not spill. Our true connection and what we are made of is found in the blood coursing through our veins but instead we honor the thing this blood engorges and disregard the power of the blood itself. Except the World is flopping with that ideology as it currently has a serious case of erectile dysfunction. There just isn't enough Cialis to go around. Thankfully.
 
Lilith is pretty adamant (HA..Adam Ant) about all this. Don't look for her or her sisters to settle down soon. I wonder if anyone else is listening.




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