I think Lilith (BML) represents where
we reject staunch regulations that are seated within the patriarch.
For example, in my natal chart, Lilith is in Scorpio in the 9th
house. Don't try to dictate to me what my beliefs or life philosophy should be. Don't stand back and dictate to me what can be found in my psyche and in my dark underbelly. Keep your stoic, staunch religious beliefs out of my playing field because I'm not going to play by the rules in this department just because some dead guy from a billion years ago says that I should. THAT, is Lilith.
To say that Lilith is considered
rebellious would be an understatement. Frankly, I think she embodies
feminine independence and the ability of the feminine to express
itself in a way that protects and preserves its own integrity.
Good grief.
Lilith stands strong on themes that
oppress women just because they are women. Lilith stands strong on
the right to NOT be considered subservient. Lilith doesn't think
women should continually have to sacrifice for everyone else just
because she is a woman. She cannot be placated, pacified or
patronized.
At any rate, currently Lilith is in Leo
squaring transiting Saturn and Mars in Scorpio, trine Uranus in Aries
and trine Pholus in Sagittarius. She's met with Mercury. She's met
with the Sun. Now, she sits in this tense position (Square
Saturn/Mars) and waits nearly foaming at the mouth for Venus.
The 9th house rules
publishing, higher learning, teaching, preaching, religion, politics.
In each of these areas, I'm ridiculously resistant to anything being
dictated to me. Especially if that dictation comes with the reasoning
of, “Because. That is how it is. That is how it always will be.
And, everyone must comply.”
Lilith shivers at comments such of
this. The shiver is fury entering her body.
Athena by Paul Vincenti |
Let me tell you something. I hate
writing the word patriarch. Even when I write it, to me, it feels
heavy as if my inner voice has lowered to a baritone and says the
word with that inflection “big, staunch, patriarch.”
The reason I don't like the word is
because I don't like the battle of the sexes. I think it is
pointless. And, I think it makes us all look like our IQ's are the
equivalent of that found in river stones.
See? Even in our screaming for peace,
we still speak about division. Man vs Woman. Black versus White.
Religion vs Religion. Patriarch vs Matriarch.
It's Ok Ceres. I'm pretty sure Pluto is currently undergoing a sex change When SHE emerges and recovers, there will be an entirely new understanding. But, recovery takes time. |
I don't like to talk about the (lowers
voice) big staunch patriarch crumbling. I don't want to talk about
the return of the divine feminine.
I want to talk about how you can get
these two to work together. I want to help the world feel more
effective because right now the world is wounded and all the old
tricks it used to employ (ineffective coping mechanisms) are falling
flat. However, the Goddesses have been oppressed for so long they are ready to make some noise for quite awhile to be heard.
Lilith is both integral and detrimental
to the possibility of bringing the Patriarch and Matriarch and all
the other conceptual conflicts into balance. With all the energy the Goddesses bring, it is still up to the Collective to decide whether they employ the shadow or light of each.
Vesta sings, "This little light of mine" |
If you bring her a bouquet of
apologetic flowers, she will quickly retort by throwing them in your
face and telling you how perfectly traditional and thoughtless that
was. “Are these for me? Or did you purchase them so everyone else
could see you were doing the right thing. Was I ever a consideration
in choosing how you would rectify this rift between us? Or did you
just think, 'here, this material symbol will fix it. Girls always
fall for that.' Because, patting me on the head and buying me
something frilly is not going to cut it. Treat. Me. Like. A. PERSON.”
Lilith isn't graceful in an effort to
be pleasing. Lilith doesn't smile to smooth things over. Lilith
doesn't sit pretty and quietly. She does not play nice just to get
along since that is what a proper lady does.
As a matter of fact, calling Lilith out
to become a “proper lady” would probably make her head spin
around like Ragan's on the Exorcist. I wouldn't try it.
Ceres illustrates the nuances that the feminine traverses on the way from Cancer to Scorpio |
Lilith is the force you are hearing on
the sidelines saying, “You can't treat them like that just because
they were born with different parts than you! You can't treat them
like that just because those parts are a different color than you.
PEOPLE! THESE ARE PEOPLE! Not bags of skin. Not your preconceived
prejudices! People are NOT objects that run second to what makes your
fucking penis erect. So go shake that floppy thing somewhere else!”
Lilith is screaming this at Saturn and
Mars in Scorpio. She is pumped by Uranus to be even more independent
and free. Tell Lilith she needs to be roped in the kitchen to cook
for everyone because she's the woman. I. Dare. You. Because, I
certainly would never tell her that. And, I'm a pretty brave chic.
Cialis sounds like a Goddess' name But it isn't. Close. Yet we are still treating the symptoms of impotence and forgoing the larger underlying cause |
Pholus, to me, is like a broken penis.
As a matter of fact, I see the entire world colored by broken penis'
right now. Ineffectiveness. The inability to effectively assert ones
self. Over-aggression. Seriously. I watch the news and read the
headlines and my first reaction is, “The World is continually
shaking its broken phallus.” Because, that is what it looks like.
Lilith is watching too. She knows the
phallus is broken. She knows things are changing and while it is
changing she is screaming out “Down with tradition built upon fear!
You must include us all and render us valid for this to work. And,
you must LET GO OF YOUR DICK!”
Yea. That's what she is saying. I can
hear her.
We are not going to be able to rebuild
things back to the way they were. There is no going back so declared
Hekate on our North Node not too long ago. The potential to rebuild
is there but each time we try to build it back how it was, the
Goddesses are going to topple the temple. I promise. Right now Lilith
is making the most noise. But, don't think Ceres, Vesta, Pallas and
all our other feminine bodies are not in the line up to speak their
peace...because they are. All with a different message.
Eris says, "What's in your shadow? Perhaps it will come out for a treat?" |
Personally, I don't know why you would
want to attempt to rebuild a broken machine. I've asked Lilith and
she doesn't get it either. She just keeps screaming for Blood. She wants the Blood to return and be acknowledged...not shed. She wants us to honor the force of life that is within us and she wants us to honor the force that brought us here and nurtured us into existence. HONOR. Not spill. Our true connection and what we are made of is found in the blood coursing through our veins but instead we honor the thing this blood engorges and disregard the power of the blood itself. Except the World is flopping with that ideology as it currently has a serious case of erectile dysfunction. There just isn't enough Cialis to go around. Thankfully.
Lilith is pretty adamant (HA..Adam Ant) about all this. Don't look for her or her sisters to settle down soon. I wonder if anyone else is listening.
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