This morning we wake up to Moon in
Cancer swimming away from a trine with Neptune that perfected at 6:38
AM EDT. Waking up comes slowly. Did you sleep in a little? I did. If
you count getting up at 7 AM instead of 5 AM as sleeping in. And, I
do.
As we come out of our sleepy heads, the
day continues to gain momentum. Moon in Cancer waxes into the
t-square.
We've assessed how Capricorn felt by
paying attention to the Moon's passage through that sign and the
t-square. Grief was prominent then. We assessed how Aries felt by
paying attention to the Moon's passage through that sign and the
t-square. Wheels were spinning over there. Aries wants OUT of this
mess. Today, we have an opportunity to see things from Cancer's
perspective.
The Cancer Moon makes a conjunction
with Jupiter at 5:33 PM = Emotions bloom.
Moon's square to Uranus in Aries occurs
at 7:03 PM = Twitch.
Moon's opposition to Pluto in Capricorn
occurs at 8:42 PM = You dirty bastard.
These aspects are happening so close
together now, as the t-square tightens, it become increasingly more
difficult to separate them.
Note how you are feeling this evening.
What is Cancer saying to you?
I know what Cancer is saying to me.
“Regain your strength,” she says. “Eat well. Check in with your
family.” She is also telling me that we need new heroes.
But, mostly, I'm craving quiet. Calm.
And, water. This is my own Moon in Pisces speaking to me. And, perhaps,
with the Moon in its home sign, it would do you some good to check in
with your own moon.
Cancer does want to mother the people
around her. If you feel good and are comfortable, so is she.
I warned at the beginning of Mars Rx in
Libra that it would often feel as if every time we tried to stand up
that we get pushed down. Its our choice as to whether we stand back
up or not. Stand up. Make it a few feet. Get pushed down again.
It certainly does feel like it is
playing out that way from my point of view. It seems I get back on my
feet and something else quickly comes along to knock me back down
again.
Its frustrating as Hell. As a person
with a lot of Pluto influence (not to mention Uranus), you know I'm
going to get back up. The phoenix always emerges from the ashes. And,
Uranus won't allow me to accept being told what to do. I do NOT like being told to slow down and be patient. But, that is the message most of us are getting as wheels continue to grind to a halt.
However, before I stand up again, I am
finding myself walking through the grief of what happened to knock me
down first. And, to do that, I must address my Moon.
Your Moon rules your emotions. It
indicates what you need. And, today is a day of “What do you need?”
I've already noted the things I need a
few paragraphs before. I also need hope. And, sometimes, I will look
to my husband and say, “Tell me everything is going to be ok.” In
the beginning, he was hesitant to reassure me this way. “I don't
know that. I can't guarantee that,” he would say. And I would
reply, “Then, I need you to lie.”
So, now, he always just smiles and
gives me a hug saying, “It will be ok.” That's enough. Whether
its true or false I find hope in that. For me, hope is essential.
Otherwise my watery Moon will spend days wallowing before my inner
Phoenix kicks in.
I spent a large portion of the day
watching “Mother Angelica” on the catholic TV network. I had
holed myself up in my room, darkened the windows and shut everyone
out. There was something about this woman's voice and what she was
saying that made me feel safe. But, don't get me wrong, if you've
ever seen this show, the woman pulls no punches. But, my Moon also needs angels.
I was angry. I was mad at the Sun for
shining so brightly. I wanted to be outside and couldn't be for
various reasons and it pissed me off that it shined even without me.
Into my cave I went and spent it largely in prayer with a woman
speaking to me from 2001.
My Moon needs prayer and ethereal
guidance. Quiet. Solitude. And, sometimes it needs to mimic the quiet
darkness of the womb.
Today. Find what your Moon needs. And
work your ass off to gift it to yourself. You'll feel better for it.
And, if you encounter someone who is low...really low...hug them
tight--in a way that it may feel like you are supporting the entirety
of their weight and subsequent burden. Tell them, “It will be ok”
even if you can't guarantee that. Spread hope and love like a
comforting blankets across yourself and those around you. It will be
OK. It. Will. Be. Ok.
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