Today we begin the day with Sun in
Pisces. However, by about 1 PM Sun moves to Aries. It is the Spring
Equinox. Some are waiting to be shot from the womb and take off
running.
But, I really don't expect that to
happen. We will dry out. However, Mars (the ruler of Aries) is
retrograde. I don't expect anyone to really be shooting out of the
starting gate...yet. Maybe later. But, not yet.
This morning the Moon in Scorpio meets
up with Venus in Aquarius via square. How can your heart be free when
emotionally you are plunging the depths? At about the same time, Moon
also sextiles her current ruler, Pluto (5:48 AM). Pluto encourages
the Moon to be resilient, fearless and to go deeper. With Venus in
the lead in the Zodiac and making a semi-sextile to Pluto in
Capricorn, it's as if she is pulling the entire thing forward. Can
trusting and relaxing into intimacy bring forth freedom? Do we find
liberation in the swamp?
We could. But, it might hurt a little
bit as Moon trines Chiron in Pisces at 7:38 AM EDT. It makes sense
that a trust issue would come up and subsequently remind us of how we
were hurt in the past by being trusting and, perhaps, naïve.
I'm not telling you to forget what hurt
you. I'm asking you to stop allowing it to dictate how you act for
the rest of your life. Consider it.
You are not the same person you were
before. You've grown, become more experienced and matured. Trust
yourself to make better judgment calls and realize this is a brand
new situation...unless it isn't.
Mars in Libra has been busy
backpeddling and causing some relationship issues to resurface. So if
it IS the same situation repeating itself, learn from your mistakes.
Don't repeat them.
Once the Sun moves into Aries, quite a
bit of focus will be brought to Mars. Right now, he is at 25 degrees
having just passed over the degree of the upcoming Full Moon Eclipse
in Libra. He is not within orb of squaring Pluto just yet. But, he
gets closer by the day.
My Mars is at 11 Libra. So, it has been
in firing range of this Uranus/Pluto/Jupiter square for a long time.
The last Uranus/Pluto square perfected AT 11 degrees pulling my Mars
right into it. The next square perfects a 13 degrees and has Mars Rx
pulled in.
When I first looked at the fact that my
Mars was going to be mixed in the Cardinal T-square, I thought, “Wow.
Someone is going to try to kill me.” I mean, I have
Mars/Uranus/Pluto conjunct in Libra in the 8th house in my
natal chart. That just screams “SHOOT ME!” Right?
Well, as an 8th houser OF
COURSE that is what I would think! 8th housers have a
tendency toward mayhem and paranoia. So do Pluto people!
Add to that, Libra projects. Of course
my first inclination was to think that someone else would become
violent..not me!
What I learned is that hardest thing to
deal with during a square from Pluto to my Mars was me. I was pretty
busy looking over my shoulder scared about who would be walking up
behind me. But, more times than not, it was this projection of a
threat that kept me in knots...NOT AN ACTUAL THREAT. I was also on
edge prepared to defend myself since I knew power struggles surely
lie ahead.
This “preparing to defend” caused
an off putting approach of defensiveness. Are you trying to run over
me? Because YOU WILL not.
Now, here I am with 3 passes cleared
from the square from Pluto to Mars and 2 more to go and I've realized, this
square hasn't been about people coming at me violently. It's been
about owning and controlling my own projections of fear and paranoia.
I was reacting to perceived threats..not real ones. Threats that were
the product of the construct of my own mind...not anyone else's.
Keep. That. In. Mind. As. Mars. Waxes.
Into. This. T-square.
Are they really all out to get you? Is
there really this big conspiracy to take you down? When you react
nastily toward these PERCEIVED threats will the square coming in from
Jupiter make you feel justified for reacting impulsively? It's a
dangerous mix. Be sure. Be positive. BE WISE.
This ESPECIALLY applies to mid-degree
Pluto in Libra who is experiencing their Pluto square Pluto transits
and Uranus opposite Pluto transits ALL at the same time with Mars RX
and Jupiter thrown in the mix.
The Pluto in Libra generation projects
their shadow. All too often, “THEY are holding us back,” or “They
are doing this and this and this.” It's time to turn that ownership
around. What are YOU doing? How much of this is YOUR projection? How
much of it is paranoia?
It's as if we have been shell shocked
by all the happenings in the world to the point that we may be
trigger happy. It's not fair. It keeps getting worse and we live in
fear of the other shoe dropping. By the time this t-square perfects
and we have had days and days of an ego that just wants to move ahead
and, yet, keeps getting thwarted (Sun in Aries) we could very well
feel like it is all a big ploy to destroy us.
Perceived threats. Remember that. Is it
a true emergency? Is it a product of ourselves?
And today marks the genesis of these
possibilities. Pay attention now. Look at your own actions and
projections now. What is real? Clarity is incoming. Catch it quickly.
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