Would you look at that? It's Friday! We
have survived the week!
And, if you are reading this, you have
survived...endured...and you deserve some type of personal reward for
that.
The air is increasing in intensity as
we move to our Full Moon in Virgo.
This morning, we wake up to a Void Moon
in Leo. She leaves Void status when she enters Virgo at 10:18 AM EDT.
As soon as she enters Virgo, she begins waxing into opposition with
Neptune. That perfects at 9:42 PM tonight.
The fog begins creeping in. We may be
sitting at our desks and drift off to think about our upcoming plans
for the weekend.
Overlaying the waxing Moon/Neptune, we
have the Moon's ruler, Mercury, waxing into trine with Mars RX in
Libra. This is a trine in Air and I suspect it will have your mental
wheels spinning as they process what has occurred this week and what
is anticipated to occur in the weeks to come.
Let me pause there for a minute and
tell you what I'm seeing.
First, people are encountering walls,
or blocks to their long term plans. People have encountered
(sometimes surprising) switchbacks that are largely out of their
control and these switchbacks are causing them to restructure their
plans.
In order to tell if you are falling
into this category of people that I'm talking about, read the
following questions. If you are able to say “Yes” to one or more
of these statements, then you are falling in the category that I'm
seeing as most prevalent.
Are you feeling ineffective?
Are you mad, angry or frustrated and
feel like you can't do anything about it?
Are you being put in situations that
force you to re-evaluate your actions in past relationships, your
reasons/motivations for partnering, the part you played in a
relationships demise or success? (By this, I mean, are you running
into relationship ghosts from your past?)
Do you feel discouraged and
de-motivated?
Are you encountering situations that
encourage you to re-evaluate what you may be doing subconsciously to
block yourself from being able to be intimate in your relationships?
This refers to emotional intimacy as well as sex.
Do you have a long-term goal that you
are just about ready to give up on because it seems like the entire
Universe is conspiring to keep you from it?
Do you feel like you cannot move
forward (because of blocks, low energy levels, uncertainty, fear or
non-support from your immediate environment)?
Yeah?
Allow me to introduce you to Saturn Rx
in Scorpio and Mars Rx in Libra. If you are feeling or encountering
any of the above, these two planets are likely part of the reason.
It is extremely hard to make progress
right now. And, anything new that you build, it is likely to be done
very tediously and all by yourself.
We are in a time of deconstruction.
And, sometimes the debris from that fall out lands right in front of
us on the path to where we want to go. Forcing us to stop. Blocking
us from where we need to go. And, when this happens one or more times
you DO begin to question, “Am I NOT supposed to go this way or
what?”
Know that if you DO run into ghosts
from your past, the purpose is probably so you can re-evaluate the
relationship (your actions, your motivations, your patterns of
behavior) from a distance. It doesn't necessarily mean you are
supposed to go back “there” and re-kindle the relationship unless
that is what you feel is right for you to move forward.
How do you choose your partners? And,
I'm not just talking about love relationship partners. I'm also
referring to friendships, business partners, etc. Why do you partner?
What is your motivation for that? How do you trip yourself up in
these partnerships? Is there a fair exchange of energy? Do you
self-destruct because you have a subconscious fear of intimacy,
control issues, trust issues?
And this is a self-evaluative exercise,
ok? It's not meant for us to look at the other person and say, “THEY
did this or that or have this problem.” No. The Universe is working
with them (or trying to) so they can re-evaluate their own garbage.
On that token, if you are experiencing this, know that it is for YOU
to re-evaluate YOUR stuff so...you...can...change. So you can see
where you are tripping yourself up. So you can LEARN. So, if you
decide to partner again in the future, you will be wiser and more
self-aware of your more detrimental actions from all aspects.
If you are feeling ineffective and are
encountering blocks, it is so YOU can re-evaluate the motives and
actions you are taking. This is not the time for rushing in and if
you give it a shot the Universe is going to throw something at you to
slow you down. North Node is in LIBRA..not Aries. Aries rushes in
alone—the pioneer, the warrior. Libra waits...and
pontificates...and procrastinates...and does things strategically.
It isn't necessarily about the end goal
here. Not yet. It's about the path you are taking. And, if you are
encountering blocks, its because down the path the Universe knows
that there is a weak spot somewhere and is stopping you to give you
fair warning and encouraging you to slow down and re-structure the
whole thing.
Some people will give up. But, if you
are shooting for something you REALLY want, you won't. And, we are
finding that out too. How bad do you want it? Are you sure?
I know most people are tired of feeling
like their wheels are spinning. We want to go NOW! Spring is calling!
We should be there already! BUT, there is this HUGE uncertainty on
the horizon called eclipse season and the perfection of the Grand
Cross. There are events out there lined up and waiting to happen that
we cannot see and likely cannot predict. But, don't think the
Universe doesn't know these things are out there.
Beyond what we have coming in the
Spring, Mars will eventually turn direct and rush out of Libra and
into Scorpio. Do you realize how much your drive and energy levels
will change once that happens? It will be here before we know it.
Time is moving FAST! And, it seems like it is moving faster than
normal because Mercury is direct and clicking away while Mars (our
actions, our motivation, our drive, our inner warrior) is in
detriment and crawling backward. We are slow. Time is fast. One day
(soon) we are going to wake up and say, “Holy crap! It's here! It's
time to move! That was quick!”
Yep. Watch and see. It will be here
before you know it and it will be time to MOVE! Be. Patient. Now. Be.
Diligent. Now.
Today, when Mercury meets up with Mars,
you are likely to receive information about all the things I have
just talked about. It's a friendly conversation. Ok? Mercury and Mars
are in trine. Take notes. If you see what is that YOU are doing to
hold yourself back or if you see how some of your past choices have
tripped you up, pay attention! Because, that is the point.
At the Full Moon in Virgo, purge these
things. Acknowledge them. Forgive yourself for it. Accept whatever it
is you did or didn't do and let..it...go.
Focus on preparing to move. Prepare.
Remove blocks. Go under, around and through. How bad do you want it?
Or do you? It's a very personalized type of thing. Again..this is the
point. Because when our wheels DO finally touch ground, you are going
to need these preparations in place and these questions answered.
Use the Virgo Full Moon to cut away the
dead weight and clear out the clutter (literally or energetically).
The lighter you can travel and the less you have to carry, the more
easily you will be able to navigate in the future. As you clear this
“gunk” out, know that it opens a void space that will be filled.
Don't let that happen haphazardly. What do you want to fill that
space with? You know? Do it deliberately and consciously.
Rest when you need to and don't fight
this energy (or lack thereof). Work with it. Don't be afraid to look
realistically at what Saturn and Mars are trying to tell you. Don't
give up on yourself. Prepare. At the end of this, we will know right
where our true support lies. We will know who our reliable partners
are. We will know where the potholes in the road are. And, we will
know more about ourselves and be ready for what comes next.
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