My youngest son was 2 before he learned
how to walk. He crawled a little as an infant. But, he crawled
backward.
When he was trying to learn to walk,
he'd pull himself up and start to take a few steps but his older
brother would knock him down. Of course, I tried to stop this; I
tried to help him. When he was just becoming brave and steady enough
to really take off on his own, he became ill.
He contracted pneumonia and was placed
in an oxygen tent in the hospital for two weeks. He couldn't move
around much in the tent, of course. Plus, they placed his IV in his
ankle. Walking ceased again.
It seemed that each time he would be
close to mastering this physical ability, something stopped him.
Stand up. Get pushed down. Stand up.
Get pushed down. Stand up. Movement is restrained and energy is
thwarted.
My youngest son has Mars retrograde in
his natal chart. What I didn't know when he was learning to walk is
that this type of push/pull he was encountering would be something he
would have to learn to deal with. I watched him go through the same
ordeal with trying to learn to ride a bike, to play sports and
basically anything that required physical dexterity. He didn't lack
for motivation. He didn't lack for frustration either.
At one point, in his early teens, he
screamed at me “Why do I always have to wait?” I didn't know.
But, I knew he did, in fact, always have to try many times.
It was tough for him because his
brother was the complete opposite. My oldest walked when he was 8-9
months old. He was an athletic child who learned to ride his bike all
by himself and never with training wheels. When a physical task arose
for my oldest to conquer, he did so effortlessly, it seemed.
Another big difference between the two,
my oldest has an explosive temper. As an infant, he would bang his
head against the floor when he was mad. His face would turn bright
red. Eventually, he struck his head so hard against a wall it knocked
him unconscious.
My youngest has an implosive temper.
Instead of overtly showing his anger he allows it to tunnel deep
within him. Watching him, you would think he was very slow to anger.
But, in reality, he is throwing his tantrums on the inside lashing
out at himself though he never moved the first muscle.
This is the difference of Mars
retrograde. It is a stalling and frustrating energy.
Want to learn patience? Your chance may
very well come when Mars turns Rx in Libra in March 2014 at 27 32
Libra. This comes right after Mercury back peddles from the beginning
of Pisces to Aquarius from February 7 to March 1. The Mercury Rx
occurs on the heels of a Venus Rx in Capricorn from December 22, 2013
until February 1, 2013.
These are personal planets, folks. And
to top it off, Mars is not well placed in Libra. It projects from
Libra. Everything projects from Libra. We are going to have to learn
to own our Mars and deal with it without placing the blame on someone
else. We are going to have to learn our true motivations and discover
what is really worth the effort. We'll stand up and get knocked down.
We'll see this planet move through the Cardinal Cross of
Uranus/Jupiter/Pluto three times while in it's detriment.
Jupiter and Saturn will be working
within these periods of personal planet retrograde. While Pluto,
Uranus and Neptune are all direct, Jupiter sloshes backward through
Cancer beginning December 1, 2013 right before the Venus backslides.
The preacher, philosophizer, teacher doesn't turn forward again until
March 2014 a few days following Mars' backward path. Saturn turns
retro on March 3rd.
There is a lesson plan review here.
And, it's personal. What are you learning? What chapters do you need
to review? What have you been working on? Where are the loose ends?
Can you structure (Capricorn) what you (want) Venus while being
driven (Mars) to compromise (Libra)? Or will what you want (Venus)
always be restricted (Capricorn/Saturn) by the motives (Mars) of
others (Libra)?
We've the ability of foresight. The
time to consider this, is now. When you figure out what you want (Venus Rx)...not what everyone else wants...can you be intrinsically motivated (Mars Rx) to go after it? We will soon find out.
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